Blessed

I probably sound so mean about Jax. I love him so much. Don't get me wrong. He is just at a hard age and its my first child. He is so fun. He is so smart. He talks so good. He is doing great with his potty training. He is the light of my life. I would be lost without him. My mom and dad are his favorite people. He loves them so much. Madi and Carter are like his siblings. He tells me he wants his friends, Madi & Carter. He will always want to call my mom and dad and talk to them. He tells them he loves them and wants them. Its cute. Then he gets there and he wants me. I was the exact same way. I would cry when I left my parents and would go to my grandmas or anyone's house. Then I would cry when they would come pick me up. Patience is something I am working on. Some days are better than others. Jax has been riding his bike on sunny days. I am excited for the warm weather, even though we need the moisture. We are a very blessed family. Me and Taylor both have jobs. Our jobs are secure. Jax is so smart. He is healthy, besides the cold that has been going around. He is finally over it. I am still sick though. Ugh. We have a lot to be grateful for. We have great loving families. Life is just simple and great right now. I know this time will pass and then he will be older and I will be wishing that these were problems instead of worrying about him driving, being out late, growing up, etc. Being a mom changes your outlook on the world. I can't sit and think about how crazy the world is because it just scares the crap right out of me. I remind myself to live simply and love greatly. I count my blessings everyday. Thank you everyone for your love and support.