Jax's Haircut

It's inevitable that every toddler will end up giving him/herself their own hair cut. Jax decided to shave his. He didn't get too far. He was in the tub and got a hold of my bikini line razor - it isn't sharp to touch because it has a little comb like thing on the end. He was just a combing and shaving away when I went to check on him in the tub. Here is the end result. I don't know what to do since he has pictures Friday and we have pictures next weekend.

Should I

* BUZZ it

* COMB It Over and Try to Hide it

* Have a hairstylist try to do a miracle

Let me know your opinion..

Chillin Saturday

Good Morning to ALL!!! I am a little frustrated. I am going to vent. Okay here I go.

There is a lot of unknown questions right now in my life...

*Am I EVER going to get married to this man that I love with all of my heart?
*Now that he has this job promotion/relocation - to Glenwood Springs, CO when and where will we move?

*Will we be married before we go?
*Will we be engaged before we go? I told him we have to be atleast engaged before I just drop everything, change my life, and pick up and move to another STATE. (he doesn't seem to get that). AM I OUT OF LINE FOR FEELING THIS WAY? I want your feedback folks.

*Why do we have to be moving to such a freaking expensive place?
*Will we look for rings ever?
*Why are MEN retarded (I know I will never get an answer to this one).
*Do I question our relationship if we aren't married before we move?
*Am I silly for looking at wedding rings, dresses, colors, etc???

Gosh dang its frustrating growing up. Its even more frustrating waiting for a man to commit. I know men in general have a harder time commiting than women do, but holy schmokes I get ornery because he acts like a doofus!

Okay I am done venting for a little while. I am going to clean and hopefully I will get some of my frustration out.

Lose Weight

Alright everyone. I am starting a journey today to lose weight. Pepsi and other soda are my weaknesses. Okay actually FOOD and pop are my weaknesses. Also, I do not exercise anymore. I have gained weight. It needs to stop. The only way it is going to stop is if I do something about it. I am going to go over to the new gym here in Ephraim and sign up RIGHT NOW! I will update this post daily to track my process. Words of encouragement are greatly appreciated. I will try my hardest to cut back on the pop and calories. Okay. Here I go. I will update this post later. Check ya lata!!
Saturday November 8: Ran a mile, arm exercises, elyptical, stomach machine, inner thighs machine

Sunday November 9: Chilled

Monday November 10: Did not drink any soda

Tuesday Nov 11: Nothing really. I did have a pepsi. But I cut back on all calories.

Wednesday Nov 12: Jax is sick today so I probably won't get anything done. Jax is numero uno and it breaks my heart when he is sick.

Potty Training

Okay so Jax is now 3 years old. I have been trying off and on the past year to get him to go potty in the toilet. He had a little while where he was doing really well. He wanted to go and would tell me. Then, it stopped. I ask him every day if he would like to go potty in the toilet and he just tells me no. I bought him a baby toilet..he is too big for it. His fat little butt is too big. Me and Taylor thought that a little toilet woule be the key but oh no. I don't know what to do. Saturday afternoon, I didn't put a diaper back on him and thought that he would feel a little tinkle and would maybe want to go. Oh no....he just peed in his shorts and was hanging out in them. It was gross. Does anyone have any ideas to potty training? I know a lot of people say to just let them do it on their own time. At this rate he will just pee his pants until he is old. He will never have to get out of a diaper. He will just change to the old people diapers when it is time. Gosh.

Lose Weight

Alright everyone. I am starting a journey today to lose weight. Pepsi and other soda are my weaknesses. Okay actually FOOD and pop are my weaknesses. Also, I do not exercise anymore. I have gained weight. It needs to stop. The only way it is going to stop is if I do something about it. I am going to go over to the new gym here in Ephraim and sign up RIGHT NOW! I will update this post daily to track my process. Words of encouragement are greatly appreciated. I will try my hardest to cut back on the pop and calories. Okay. Here I go. I will update this post later. Check ya lata!!

Saturday November 8: Ran a mile, arm exercises, elyptical, stomach machine, inner thighs machine

Sunday November 9: Chilled

Monday November 10: Did not drink any soda

GO UTES!!!

I am getting ready to watch the UTAH vs TCU game. TCU is going to lose and UTAH WILL WIN! WOO WOO! BLACK OUT GAME

VS

This should be interesting given the fact that I am from Utah and Taylor is from Texas. GO UTES!!!

JADE

I love my dog/puppy dearly but this made me so mad yesterday. I went home at lunch and she had tore the cushions off the couch and ripped up a box (which was okay) and got into my purse. Luckily I had taken my other purse with me yesterday or there would have been some really valuble things ruined. I know I need to get her a dog house, but I am just waiting on Taylor to bring his up here. When he goes to Texas this weekend, he is taking Lola (his beagle) to his brother. Then when he gets back, he is going to bring his other dog, Chuck (a jack russell), and the dog house up here. It better happen quickly because I am sick of my house looking like this.

I have been putting her outside but today it was dang cold and there is snow on the ground. Boxers cant handle to cold or too hot because they don't have very thick fur at all. She went outside yesterday though. I was so mad. Between her, Jax, and Taylor I don't know if I can ever get my place all the way CLEAN. Haha. Good Luck to me!

Baby Hungry

Is it okay that I am baby hungry? I want more kids so bad. I just love to hold everyone else's babies because I know it's not my time to have anymore yet. Me and Taylor want kids bad though. I was pregnant and experienced a miscarriage. This has made me even more baby hungry. I have been experiencing some post pardum depression. It is hard. I will be okay and then all of a sudden I am just completely bawling and down in the dumps. Maybe I shouldn't go public with this stuff but I just feel so alone with these experiences lately. I don't want to bug Taylor about it because I feel stupid that it is still bothering me.

The picture shows two things that I want...a baby and a ring. I am the kind of person who wants things and wants them now. I have hard time letting time and fate do their jobs. I know me and Taylor are going to end up married but I have a hard time waiting for him to make the decision. Goodness I am such a girl. Emotional, dramatic, and retarded. No offense to you other women out there :)

I really need to wait for a baby for about another year though. My doctor told me to wait and make sure my cancer is cleared up. It makes sense and I know I need to wait but I would LOVE to be pregnant right now.

Bye Bye October

We had a lot of fun throughout October. We got moved into our new place in Ephraim. We carved pumpkins and cooked the seeds (Jade ate ALL of them while we were sleeping). We made ghost and pumpkin sugar cookies. Me and Taylor went to some fights. Jax had a sleepover at Mimi's and played in the leaves with Carter. Taylor went to Vegas.

Now we are starting November and it has already been fun. Jax had a birthday. Taylor will be going to Texas next weekend and staying for nine days :(. I get to go to Carrie Underwood!! I am very excited. Me and Tina (Whitney Soper) are going. It will be awesome

It was a HAPPY HALLOWEEN

It was a very Happy Halloween for us, besides the fact that I wish Taylor was here with us. Jax dressed up as Batman. We went to quite a few houses here in Ephraim. Jax was loving it. He kept wanting to go to the next house and the next house. He was so good and so happy. The minute he got candy, he started eating it. After a bunch of houses, we went to a trunk or treat at the church down the street and boy did we get lots to eat! Haha. Rapper Ash made a rad hash. Gosh I am on FIRE tonight. Hehe. Anyhow....We then drove on down to Gunnison. We went to Mimi's house, Susie's, Grandma Sandy's, Laurie's, and Janell's. He was on such a sugar rush. It was hilarious. We then went to Mimi's (my parent's) house. We ended up just sleeping there. Jax had a great time and looked very cute. I love him so so much.

Taylor is in VEGAS

I am lonely this weekend :( Taylor went to Vegas

for his buddy Nick's bachelor party. The following pictures show my emotions this weekend.

I know they are all having one last HOORAH with all of the buddies from high school and texas but they just better be somewhat decent. They are staying at the New York New York Hotel.

Taylor is a good boy but men are just gross. Who came up with the thought of Bachelor Parties anyway. I want to switch places and go to Vegas for a weekend and see how Taylor reacts. Gosh it is hard to have him go away for a whole weekend. Especially this one. Last night was Halloween and today is Jaxton's birthday. But he is the best man at this wedding so he has to be there. I wish he was here.