GO UTES!!!

I am getting ready to watch the UTAH vs TCU game. TCU is going to lose and UTAH WILL WIN! WOO WOO! BLACK OUT GAME

VS

This should be interesting given the fact that I am from Utah and Taylor is from Texas. GO UTES!!!

JADE

I love my dog/puppy dearly but this made me so mad yesterday. I went home at lunch and she had tore the cushions off the couch and ripped up a box (which was okay) and got into my purse. Luckily I had taken my other purse with me yesterday or there would have been some really valuble things ruined. I know I need to get her a dog house, but I am just waiting on Taylor to bring his up here. When he goes to Texas this weekend, he is taking Lola (his beagle) to his brother. Then when he gets back, he is going to bring his other dog, Chuck (a jack russell), and the dog house up here. It better happen quickly because I am sick of my house looking like this.

I have been putting her outside but today it was dang cold and there is snow on the ground. Boxers cant handle to cold or too hot because they don't have very thick fur at all. She went outside yesterday though. I was so mad. Between her, Jax, and Taylor I don't know if I can ever get my place all the way CLEAN. Haha. Good Luck to me!

Baby Hungry

Is it okay that I am baby hungry? I want more kids so bad. I just love to hold everyone else's babies because I know it's not my time to have anymore yet. Me and Taylor want kids bad though. I was pregnant and experienced a miscarriage. This has made me even more baby hungry. I have been experiencing some post pardum depression. It is hard. I will be okay and then all of a sudden I am just completely bawling and down in the dumps. Maybe I shouldn't go public with this stuff but I just feel so alone with these experiences lately. I don't want to bug Taylor about it because I feel stupid that it is still bothering me.

The picture shows two things that I want...a baby and a ring. I am the kind of person who wants things and wants them now. I have hard time letting time and fate do their jobs. I know me and Taylor are going to end up married but I have a hard time waiting for him to make the decision. Goodness I am such a girl. Emotional, dramatic, and retarded. No offense to you other women out there :)

I really need to wait for a baby for about another year though. My doctor told me to wait and make sure my cancer is cleared up. It makes sense and I know I need to wait but I would LOVE to be pregnant right now.

Bye Bye October

We had a lot of fun throughout October. We got moved into our new place in Ephraim. We carved pumpkins and cooked the seeds (Jade ate ALL of them while we were sleeping). We made ghost and pumpkin sugar cookies. Me and Taylor went to some fights. Jax had a sleepover at Mimi's and played in the leaves with Carter. Taylor went to Vegas.

Now we are starting November and it has already been fun. Jax had a birthday. Taylor will be going to Texas next weekend and staying for nine days :(. I get to go to Carrie Underwood!! I am very excited. Me and Tina (Whitney Soper) are going. It will be awesome

It was a HAPPY HALLOWEEN

It was a very Happy Halloween for us, besides the fact that I wish Taylor was here with us. Jax dressed up as Batman. We went to quite a few houses here in Ephraim. Jax was loving it. He kept wanting to go to the next house and the next house. He was so good and so happy. The minute he got candy, he started eating it. After a bunch of houses, we went to a trunk or treat at the church down the street and boy did we get lots to eat! Haha. Rapper Ash made a rad hash. Gosh I am on FIRE tonight. Hehe. Anyhow....We then drove on down to Gunnison. We went to Mimi's house, Susie's, Grandma Sandy's, Laurie's, and Janell's. He was on such a sugar rush. It was hilarious. We then went to Mimi's (my parent's) house. We ended up just sleeping there. Jax had a great time and looked very cute. I love him so so much.

Taylor is in VEGAS

I am lonely this weekend :( Taylor went to Vegas

for his buddy Nick's bachelor party. The following pictures show my emotions this weekend.

I know they are all having one last HOORAH with all of the buddies from high school and texas but they just better be somewhat decent. They are staying at the New York New York Hotel.

Taylor is a good boy but men are just gross. Who came up with the thought of Bachelor Parties anyway. I want to switch places and go to Vegas for a weekend and see how Taylor reacts. Gosh it is hard to have him go away for a whole weekend. Especially this one. Last night was Halloween and today is Jaxton's birthday. But he is the best man at this wedding so he has to be there. I wish he was here.

Happy Birthday Jax!

Tomorrow, November 1st, is Jaxton's Birthday. He will be turning the big 3! He has nailed down holding up three fingers. He struggled at first but he has got it and he tells everyone, including random people at WalMart, that he is three on his birthday. He is so cute.

We are having cake and ice cream at our cute little home in good ol' E Town! Family and Friends are welcome.

I ordered him a Lightning McQueen cake from Kent's. I am excited to see how it looks. I will post a picture of it later this weekend. He is getting pants and toys for his birthday. He has plenty of shirts but his legs are getting longer. They aren't as short and chubby as they use to be. Although, I have to get the pants big enough to fit around his belly.

Puppy in a Basket

Jade cracks me up all the time. Today I was mad at her though because she chewed up my photo book and a plant decoration. Luckily she didn't really chew up any pics. The other night, I had just folded a load of Taylor's laundry and put them in a basket. Jade came in the kitchen and was determined that she was going to snuggle up in the basket of fresh clean clothes. I watched her muffle around in a circle a time or two. She wiggled her way into a complete ball and was able to fit in the basket. I didn't think she could do it but she did.

Jax & Leah

Jax goes to his babysitter's Monday-Friday. He has been going to Juli's for the past 2 years and three months. WOW! Time flies. Juli has a daughter, Leah, who is just a few months older than Jax. They are the best of buddies. The other day when I went to pick him up, they went outside to jump on the tramp. They are so cute together! Here are just a couple pics of them playing together :)

Fellow Bloggers

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